Comeback HELLO !

well its been a long long time since i wrote in here..

seems like there is a lot of thing that i missed out..

actually xde benda pon aku nak share..

shj je nak update blog yg mcm dah bsawang nih..

teruk bebeno dah bsawang nya..hehe

aku just nak say hellooooo tuk COMEBACK aku nih..

kononnn la kan..mcm la ade org tunggu..

helllooo..hai..olllaaa..annyeonghaseyo..namastee...opppss..

assalamualaikum semua !  hahaha

actually bg aku blog ni hanya digunakan bila aku ade mood untuk berkongsi sesuatu..

bkn laa tuk sntiasa aku update..mungkin la jugak kan sbb tu aku xactive..

tp aku sgt adore org2 yg suka menulis n update blog dorang..

bagi aku dorg tu unik n sgt bnyk bnda yg nk di share..

i wish i could b one of them...bhahaha..

malang yang tersangat2 lah malang..

i am not the one..

mood aku saat ni..currently not available to detect..haha

sangat sangat la huru hara..

macam2 aku rasa...

takut..nervous..anxious..xsaba..semua lahh !

tu yang aku xpat nk update btul2 ape current mood aku..hehe

ni semua disebabkan my first semester result for my degree going to be release 

on this coming monday ! tolong tolong !doakan laa result aku boleh wat aku tarik nafas lega ye..

im trying very to do my best..hope la xmgecewakan sgt eventhough aku xpat nk bpe perform...

eh eh..panjang lak kan aku bercerita..mcm la ade org nk bce kan..haha

p/s : i always love people around me :) thanks for having me in your life..#loveyousomuch#

u know what...

u will never b and never was...

Weekend with Mr boyfie :)

1st of all..i would to thank my beloved boyfie..
for coming to see me..thanks sayang !
saya hargai sgt2..sorry xreti nak tunjuk..but i really do..

we had a great weekend together isnt sayang? hee
u have done a lotssss for me yunk..
u came to see me..
teman pergi makan..
tengok movie sama2.
wahhhh! dari 1 je tiket movie yg kita tengok sama2...
which i thought that would b da las 1..
skunk ni da banyak..hehe..
thanks thank thanks !

korang patut tengok cerita ATTACK THE BLOCK ke ape tah..!
i dunno the exactly title of the movie..
tp ade la bunyi2 mcm tu la..
damn scary and yucks !
its about aliens cme to earth n attack a geng that live in a block..
n ade sebab musabab la kenapa alien2 tu serang kan..
wahhh !alien tu sangat hodoh dan ganas !euwwwww~!!!
i screamed a lotsssss !
nasib baik awak xpekak yunk ! hehe..

banyak kan benda yang kita share sama2..
kita g mam McD pagi2 buta sama2..
saya belaja buat coffee tuk awak..
i made a breakfast for u..
i cooked a spaghetti..
cakap pasal spaghetti !
OMG ! OMG ! OMG !
tooooooo spicccccccyyyyyyyy !
but its not my fault...
it was an instant sauce..
nasib baik awak pilih sendiri sayang..
kalau tak serba salah saya :)

haa haa !xlupa gak..thanks tuk lasweek gak..
coz bawak saya n mama jalan2..
and a movie together :)
thanks ! i feel so guilty..
mesti sayang saya penat..
sbab jauh..xpela..lpas ni kita jarang2 jumpa k..

last but not least..
thanks again sayang..
u mean a lot to me..
I LOVE U AZRI :)

ILY sayang !

thanks for being with me...

what a girl wan from a guy :)

actually its not WHAT A GIRL WAN FROM A GUY..its what i wan from a guy..
though i have mine..i knw i cant demand anymore..but i would like to share it ! ehehe...

guy who exhibit confidence

• be confident ! confidence is what girl looking for in a guy ..dont b wimpy !b real !b you..dont apologize for everything..if korang betul..then stand 4 ur right..jgn sbb nk amik ati girl..saying sorry for nothing n its not sincerely cme from ur heart..dont do this! :)

guy with a sense of humor

• "funny"..girl always love a guy who can make her laugh.  If you are dull, you are boring. yelaa...as an example.xkan la if keluar..for the whole time laki tu nk serius je kan..there r certain time u have to be NOT so serious.Take a chance, be real, but be funny.if korg mmg org yg serious..then u have to put an effort to make urself a lil bit "funny".. but dun ever make urself as a joke n dont do stupid joke.. :) try it !

gentleman

• girl wants guy treat her like she is the only 1..make her feel dat way..example like he opens the door for her, he walks on the right side of the street, he helps her shop. If she is cold, offer her your jacket.do something yang leh wat that girl ase "omg!he's soooo sweettttt..!".girl sgt sukakan ini ye ! kadang2 mmg ase cam OVER but its helping to build a good relationship somehow..what can i say here..dun take everthing simple..u need to learn how to b a gentleman..sikit sebanyak kena ada..if x..u r out of the list.. :)

a good listener

• listen to us ! (yes, even to the gripes and details of all the craziness) and not necessarily give advice.  Many girl love to complain about their problems, however, they complain not to receive advice, but merely to sound off.let everthing out sampai rasa '"phuhhh ! lega ! "  I know it's hard to nod and be supportive, coz u prefer watching football games or do something that to you may seem more exciting, believe me girl akan hargai u all when you truly listen to them and acknowledge their needs.they gonna love u more then u expected they will. Get involved and provide active listening feedback.  Be truly interested in what she is saying without worrying about what u're going to say next..jgn nk bagi nasihat mcm kau tu baik sgt la ! sbb kadang2 mjengkelkan..hehe..so better listen n respond to her story secara biasa2 sje..

loyal and faithful

• woman wanna know that u will b faithful..way to that u have to b loyal first.  Don't tell a woman how you cheated on your ex.how proud u were when u playing dirty and toying girls around  It won't make her think you are wise, loyal, or trustworthy.i I'm not saying to lie to her -- just don't go there. Don't cheat on your woman.  She will not think you are a better man for doing this.  Just like you want think you are the only man she's ever loved, well, that's the thing she wants,the key of being faithful is TRUST..so jgn sesekali wat girl hilang kepercayaan ! if that happen then it is the  DEAD END..u r helpless..(bkn psl pompuan je..psl smua bnda..its better to tell the truth then lying)

sensitive man

• ini paling menyakitkan hati bila laki xmampu nak buat..do u know what is really mean of being sensitive?bkn nye like crying..sobbing..sulking..terasa hati la..what so ever ! dont get overboard. It is important to strike a balance.  Be strong, be there, yet share your emotions. Speak up and be real. Let them know you care.  But don't be a sissy.u know b more snstve towards their feelings!aisshhh!how can i make u undrstand this..this is the hardest part to explain actually.Women want to be respected!  A woman wants to be respected for being feminine, being a woman yang kadang manja,mengada,gedik n etc..  Women are quite different from men. take time to understand the differences..

man with a plan and ambition

• Men who know who they are, what they r doing tonight, and what they gonna do with their life.  If you don't have a plan, get one.if wanna have a date,make sure u got the plan like a  "I have a plan (a) and plan (b) "ready at all times, so that no matter what, u know where, when, and how the evening or date could go. In dating, it is extremely important that you have a plan when you ask a woman out. They will judge your sense of confidence by how well you have thought out of the idea where you will take her and what you will have together. think ahead, have a plan, then work that plan. make sure you have an alternative plan,mana la taw tiba2 plan tu cam xkena ngn dia..atleast leh tukar kan..dont do this when girl asking u this kind of ques. "where r we going to go" n u replied " where ever u wanna go.i dun mind" OMG !girl hates this..jgn biar die dcide all the times and everytime u went out.. :)

be generous ~give them a gifts

• sounds like materialistic hah?what ever..girl loves gift..that the fact..sapa yang xsuka hadiah kan?gifts can be categorize in many things..bukan la barangan je..open ur minds..it can b anything.. :) maybe giving a gift once in a while isn't such a bad idea. Just don't go broke trying to impress her!xpayah la nk berhabisan2 sgt !its enough giving a small gifts, especially gifts that show you were listening when she mentioned her favorite candy bar, or when she stopped at that jewelry counter to admire those earrings (but put them back without buying them), or how she commented on how she'd just love that dress in the window of that snazzy clothing store. Well, use your own imagination..they are not asking u to buy it for them..buy they are hoping u understand that they wan it..u have to this sometimes..law x ur gf akan ingt korg cheapskate!kedekut! oh no no..its suck !i can live with cheapskate type of guy..xpela if xde hdiah tp jgn la kedekut..mmg xsuka ! So just trust me and surprise her with a gift every now,korang xkan myesal..xrugi pon..they will do the same things as a return.. :) thats what we call "pelaburan masa hadapan" hehe..

for this time being.. ni je laaa ye..*menguap2 dah* my pillow is calling me..yaa yaa yaa..im on my way..so guys!see ya in the next post..i ll tell u more soon..happy reading dear readers..*ade ke???* bhahaha..thx 4 reading..gudnite n sleepwell..

proud to be a girl :) im loving a guy who loving me

My birthday :)

quite a long time i'm not writing a word inside here..
its not like i dun hve anything or somthing to write about..
cuma lately i dun have the mood to blogging..
i dunno what to write..
even though there r something i can share about..
have u feel this way?s***! right?

ape2pon..lets have a look what happened recently...
ya ya ya!its my birthday!..
happy birthday to myself..
"dieya happy birthday"...!
overall i had a very wonderful birthday..
eventhough there is something missing..
my AYAH... :'( sob sob sob..
aisshhhh!i hve to be strong!i am strong!..
thanks people!for a very memorable birthday.. :)


 

thanks to cha2 n idris 4 this beautiful cupcakes :)

thx to mt besfren FATIN AIMIRA AHMAD 4 da wishes

n this sweet things..i juz loved it!

thx to mama n abg is :)

 that day i also went to see my cousin brother in PULAPOL..see...die BOTAK!..lama jugak kat sne..sampai la aku tpaksa wat syg aku mnunggu..hehe..sory syg..well..i ll hve to..glad u understand..makaseh!..to abg is thanks 4 da pocket money..hehe..

i love both of u as much as i love me!

1st time together..i ll hope nextime would b better :)

to my abg syg..i love u..n thanks 4 da day that u've spent with me :)

ok..sampai sini shja kita ketemu yaa dlm post ni!hehe..nanti kte sharing yg lain plak..
sharing is killing caring *bhahaha*
^-^ love dieya

Current feeling

missing him

Terasa...

Terasa mcm baru smlm cmua tu jd..
terasa spt smlm bru die pergi tinggalkan kami..
terasa rindu teramat2 sgt dgn arwah..
terasa kehilangan makin mendalam..
ya allah..
nape la cepat sngt aku rasa smua ni..
aku redha..
tp aku trsa seaakan2 diri aku msih mmerlukan AYAH...

aku rindu nk dgr die pgl MANJA AYAH..AKAK..ANAK AYAH..
rindu nk cium die..
nk peluk die...
rindu nk sakat2 die..
rindu nk fighting2 ngn die...
ayah..rindunya~!..

aku cuba x buat spt biasa..
tp smlm..trasa sgt kehilangan kasih seorg ayah tu..
saat enda peluk ika n mira..
mcm ayah selalu tunggu aku balik..
sambut aku n tnggu pluk cium aku...
AYAH..rindu nye smua tuh..
saat aku tgk cmua tu...
ati aku tuhan je taw cmne..
air mta terthan2 je..
ape yg mmpu aku kta..
"untung la org ade ayah".. :(
hehe..cdey kan..btul!..untung sgt2 org ade ayah taw..

ermmm...mungkin dsbbakan aku trasa sgt rindu ayah...
aku mimpi arwah semalam..
tp aku xpat nk story2 skunk..
tnggu nex post aku :)
aku kne rush..mama da bsing!..
got to go guys..
have a nice day ahead..muahhhhh~~!!
*hug*

A special day with u :)

its his birthday...sapa?dia laa...
si gemuk saya.. :)
happy birthday sayang..
semoga pnjg umur n dimurahkan rzeki..

tadaaa..bufday boy :) gemuk!

i love u so much!...
muahhhhhhhhh!

tuk birthday die xde ape sgt la yg aku wat..
i juz baked him a cake..
hehe..first time wat taw..
korang paham2 la rupa die cmne kan..
tp aku wat dgn ramuan yg cgt besh la!..
nk tengok x rupa kek tu cmne...hehe..suprise!
jgn tkejut taw...xdela truk sgt kot upe die..
even die mkn xmnyak tp atleast die mam la kn..

kekcoklathati :)

 nk resipi x?hehe.. 
3 cawan rsa sayang
3 cawan keikhlasan
3 bijik kerinduan..
salutkan dengan ase cinta
hehehe..tadaaa...siap!hehe...
yunk,sorry xpat wat yg besh2 tuk bufday awk k?..
but we really had a good time together kan?...
thanks 4 the day :)
4 da movie..
4 da dinner..
4 da time dat u spent 4 me..
makaseh yunk!conok cgt2..hehe...
so..kite ade create a new memory kn yunk? 
i nver been there b4..
so sy da g ngn awak~~~lalaa.. 
nanti kite create a lots of new memory ya syg?..
i lebiu darl!

kita :)

Sayang...
sorry  if cmua xspt yg awk nk..tp ni je yg sy boleh wat tuk awk..
kad..kek..n adiah yg mgkin xkne ngn awk tu..hehe..
xpe..xkesah la if awk xpki jnji awk smpn..
sy slalu suh n bg awk menda awk xsuke eh?
peng2 laa...bnda smua nk girl2 je..hehe..
tp xsalah kot yunk..if awk ase awk syg sy..
awk msti pki je..dulik pe org nk kap ape kn..hehe.. :P
sy harap jodoh kite pnjg awk..
tntg hasrat hati awk tu..
insyaallah sy akn tunaikan satu hari nanti..
everything take time..
ksabaran sntiasa mbwa kebaikan.. :)

p/s : i love u so much..

Selamat Hari Mama..

first of all..
happy mother's day to all mom in da world..

dear mama..
thanks 4 being a greatest mother among da greatest..
im glad to be born as ur daughter..
syg yg xpernah kurg dr kcik smpi la bsar..
even nakal laa..xdengar ckp la..suke mlwan laa..
tp mama ttp sayang..thanks mama!..

terima kasih sbb melahirkan akak kt dunia nih..
jaga dgn pnuh kasih syg..
bg makan smpi gemuk..
thanks mom!...
one day akak akn ase gak pe mama ase..
insyaallah..then bru akak akn paham kn?
hehe..i love u so much mama!..
i rarely say this to u..
but i always love u mama..
always..thanks 4 ur love..

paling..pling..pling akak nk btrima kasih ngn mama...
terima kasih sbb jaga ayah dgn baiknya smpai dia mninggal..
thanks mama..terima kasih sbb tabah jaga ayah..hilang ayah..
mama la wanita yg tabah akak pernah jumpa mama..
believe me..ayah love u so much!..
selamat hari ibu mama..*hug*
muaaaaaaaaahhhhh! ILYSM!...

DEDICATED TO MY BELOVED MOTHER PUAN HAMISAH BT HUSSAIN..

love u mama!

chupp2..xlupa gak Selamat hari ibu kat :

• ibu azri hamdan :)
• beloved aunties
• puan siti najdah bt mohd noor
• mother2 besfrens sy :)

1. mak aisyah
2. mak wanie
3. mak fatin
4. mak fatin atiqah
5. mak reha
6. mak idris
7. ibu khairool aliff 

• ibu2 housemates ku...

1. mama musliha 
2. mak farahin
3. ibu adibah hanis
4. mak famiza misnan
5. mak siti hajar

• mama nurshafika@cha2..
• mama,mak,ibu,umi,n mummy dak2 claz DAT6D n DKA6C..
• all my sisters yang da jadi mama tu..hehe
• semua wanita yang bgelar ibu..

kehilangan...

assalamualaikum...
da lama sgt xbukak blog nih..hope smua ok2 je..
entry aku kali nih 'KEHILANGAN'...
macam2 boleh hlg..n aku xsuka sgt hilang bnda!...
setiap kali aku hlng bnd msti aku ase...geram..marah..sdey...
i wan that things back!..pedihnya ati law hlg barang yg kite syg kan?
mama selalu kap.. "xpe..bnda dah nk hilang..nanti beli lain.."
aah!mom always right...pas kite pat baru mesti kite xkan ingat dah barang yang kite hlg tu.. :)

aku xpenah rase smua ni..sampai la tiba 27/4/2011...
aku hilang something yg aku xkan penah pat bli balik..
aku wat ape pon aku xpat kembalikan die..
AYAH...
mungkin ade yg penah ase prasaan ni...
tp tsangat la sedih saat mlihat tubuh org yang kita syg kaku tkujur di hadapan kita..
susah nya aku nk trima...aku jerit...
"ayah xmati kan maa..ayah bnafas lg kan..die janji nk g makan kfc dgn kakak maa"..
aku xpernah bayangkan aku akan alami cmua ni dlm sekelip mata...
mnitik2 air mata aku myakinkan ayah aku msih lg bnafas...
walaupun aku tgk seluruh tubuh da sejuk..
aku msih simpan hrpn yg arwah msh bnywa..
sehingga laa.."makcik,kmi da cuuba sdaya upaya"...
saat tu...ati aku ase mcm kne hempap...saket!smpai aku ase mcm xmampu nk mnangis..
aku tengok mama sgt tabah lalui cmua ni..

airmata aku mnitik kembali saat aku tgk mama cium jenazah ayah n tahn menangis...
mama,xthan nya ati akak tgk mama mcm tu..
aku xboleh ngis!tuk mama..aku kne jd kekuatan mama..
bila smua ni jd..baru lah aku rse..
if aku boleh ulang mse balik..
aku akn peluk ayah spuas2nya...
tp skrg??plukan n ciuman aku da x bbalas..
sepnjg urusan pgebumiaan aku kuatkan semangat..
aku tgk adik n mama..ngis..aku xmampu nk mngis..
aku kuat...aku ank ayah..manja ayah..kn ayah?...

kehilangan ni lah yg plg aku redha even yang hlg tu bkn brg..
tp orang yg bmakna dlm idup aku...
aku harap arwah ayah di tempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg dicintaiNYA...
amin...
ape yg aku terkilan..bnyak ikutkan...
tp ape yg aku tkilan sgt2..
aku xsempat nk kap.."ayah,maafkan akak.."..
apepun aku ykin ayah maafkan aku..
saat trakhir kali sblm die mninggal..
die usap pala n wajah aku..
;') ayah...manja syg ayah...tenang la ayah kat sane..
manja jg mama..mama janji manja akn bg mama hidup senang mcm ayah jg mama n kami dulu :)
i love u ayah...

ayah...rindu...

AL FATIHAH...
MOHD NASIR BIN HAMZAH :)

9 deadly words used by a girl

• FINE

this is the word woman use to end up an argument when they are right and you have to shut your mouth up

• FIVE MINUTES

if she is getting dressed,this means a half an hour.five minutes is only a five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

• NOTHING

this is the calm before the storm.this means something ,you should be on your toes.argument that begin with nothing usually end up in fine.

• GO AHEAD (SUKA HATI LA)

this is a dare,not a permission.so DONT DO IT!..

• LOUD SIGH ~ HUHH!

this is actually a word,but is a non-verbal statement that often misunderstood by man.A loud sigh means she think you are an idiot,useless and wonders why she is wasting her time standing in front of you arguing about nothing.

• THAT'S OKAY

this is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man .that's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you are going to pay for your mistakes.

• THANKS

a woman thanking you.do not question or faint.just says your welcome..BUT if she says THANKS A LOT! that is a pure sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all,do not say you're welcome..this will bring on 'whatever'.

• WHATEVER

is a woman way of saying bad words  like GO TO HELL.

• DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT,I GOT IT

another dangerous statement,meaning that is something that woman has told men to do several times but now she's doing by herself.this will later result in a man asking "what is wrong"  and woman's response is NOTHING.

Johor Bharu :)

ok2..ni first time k aku g JB..
excited la gak kn..g tmpt org..hee.
hehe..to MUSLiha syg..aku da smpi k umah kau!..
pasni da xleh nak wat aku ase serba slh lg..ngeee~~

ok..1st day smpai...aku dah g jalan2 dah..
smpai aku ase da leh hafal da jalan nk g GIANT..hehe..
aku xde la sempat nk jalan2 g ANGSANA ke CS ke..
but da memadai kot..thx eh yunk :)
jOm2 tgk gambar mse kt jb n wedding abg Musliha..
even xbnyk but leh laa wat lepas tngok law xde kje :P

JB im here..!

 2nd day kt sini pagi2 lg aku da mangun..ayat 1st aku kap ngn mus.."mandi mus,kita g brekpes..hehe..MAKAN je sy ni aw!patut la gemuk..hehe..jom2 tgk mus bwk sy mamam ape..makasih yunk.dap cgt2!..

macam2 ada...

nyum2!slurppp!..ais kacang spesel..

ais jagung :) pon cdap!

young tau fu..lapar!sy mam manyak aw!

jom makan!

warggggh!!gelojoh nya saya!

i love dat choc aiskim..yummy!

introducing u..calon2 isteri yg baik ye..rajin gitu!

iqa,julie,n nurul :) pilih laa..

manis2 kan dorng nih..

npe muka sy tembam cgt nih.. :(

4 dara pingitan..mus,nurul,iqa n...opppss..ni mak ank dara la..acik mus :)

ehem2..cam die lak yg nk kawin an.. :P

tunggu sape tu kak?MGC ke?

"mana la syg nih..alor gajah bkn jauh sgt pon.."

SSAS2

bulatnyaa....

syg awk musiha mustafa :P

adan n momo

kontra nya color...

hot mcm chilli.. :P

sy sgt tembam ye..

mana pling muda?hehe..sy la!kihkih..pasan!

 ok2..nak tunjuk ni...muka2 yg wat sy geram n lemah jantung oleh SUPRISE dorg ni eh..aihh..housemates sape la ni..romate sapa la ni..kambing sapa la nih..opsss!hehee..ampun yaaa...

miza a.k.a gedik n dyba the drama queen P

farahin a.k.a cik tem dan pasangannya boyod a.k.a KAM...hee

sy kelihatan sgt besar di sblh si kecik ye :)

dik..sy romate x?hehe

dyba sempat lg nk ase krim kek tu..hehe

bile dik bercerita..kalah kak kiah..hehe

muka dyba xcam innocent la kn..aku gak nmpk jht.hehe

aksi apakah ini?hee

cantik2 kan housemates sy..

dyba cuba bakat :)

pose ayu :)

hehe..amik berkat duk ats plamin..

sonok upenye duk ats ni..ase xnk bgun..ehee

ni je la gmbar yg sempat di amik gune phne aku..yg lain smua gune along punye camera..so,ape2pon aku happy sgt pat g umah mus..mcm2 aku wat..uli tepung nk wat karipap..wat karipap..tp sumpah hodoh aku wat..hehe..sape yg pat tu naseb la ye.. :) tp ase dap kn?haha..senang cite manyak la bnda aku wat kat sne..pgalaman ok..hehe..to mustarmizi..makasih ye bwak sy DUDUK2 kat JB.. :) lain kali xnak dah..nk JALAN2 plak..haha.

p/s : ape2pon thx tuk MUSLIHA n FAMILY tuk lyanan yg baik..tmsuk JULIE..thx :) nice to know u :)