Alhamdullilah .. A year with new appearance ..

Alhamdullilah..
Berkat doa semua..
Mula dari mencuba...
Sehingga menjadi selesa..
Syukur syukur..
Belum sempurna tapi masih mencuba menjadi lebih baik..

Sumpah tak tipu sangat la perlu kuat semangat untuk melakukan perubahan..
setelah 22 tahun untuk melatih.
percaya lah tak semudah yang dipikirkan.
hati kena tetap. kuat.
macam2 cabaran yang datang.
macam mana aku susah untuk sesuaikan pakaian dengan tudung.
mcm mana aku tak tahu untuk bergaya dengan tudung..
macam mana aku xkonfiden membawa diri.

Tapi sekarang lebih selesa bersamanya berbanding tanpanya..
semoga aku terus kuat untuk tahun2 mendatang..
terima kasih ya ALLAH..
terima kasih semua yang mendoakan..
semoga aku sentiasa istiqmah.
InsyaALLAH.

Loving me :)

It doesnt matter if people doesnt like me,love me or whatever kind of feeling they had..

Apa yang aku tahu...
Aku suka diri aku..
Aku sayang diri aku...
I just love being myself..

I have no reason to hate myself..
When people dont seem to know why we are so special..
Why we have to feel so bad..
So down..

For me..
Being me...
Is totally awesome..
I have more than enough something to be appreciated..
Tak kira dalam apa keadaan..
Diri kita lah yang akan ad dengan kita..
So love ourself when there is nobody love us..
BECAUSEEEEEEEEEE....



EVERYBODY SPECIAL IN THEIR OWN WAY.. :)

Bye..and saranghae!

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Comeback HELLO !

well its been a long long time since i wrote in here..

seems like there is a lot of thing that i missed out..

actually xde benda pon aku nak share..

shj je nak update blog yg mcm dah bsawang nih..

teruk bebeno dah bsawang nya..hehe

aku just nak say hellooooo tuk COMEBACK aku nih..

kononnn la kan..mcm la ade org tunggu..

helllooo..hai..olllaaa..annyeonghaseyo..namastee...opppss..

assalamualaikum semua !  hahaha

actually bg aku blog ni hanya digunakan bila aku ade mood untuk berkongsi sesuatu..

bkn laa tuk sntiasa aku update..mungkin la jugak kan sbb tu aku xactive..

tp aku sgt adore org2 yg suka menulis n update blog dorang..

bagi aku dorg tu unik n sgt bnyk bnda yg nk di share..

i wish i could b one of them...bhahaha..

malang yang tersangat2 lah malang..

i am not the one..

mood aku saat ni..currently not available to detect..haha

sangat sangat la huru hara..

macam2 aku rasa...

takut..nervous..anxious..xsaba..semua lahh !

tu yang aku xpat nk update btul2 ape current mood aku..hehe

ni semua disebabkan my first semester result for my degree going to be release 

on this coming monday ! tolong tolong !doakan laa result aku boleh wat aku tarik nafas lega ye..

im trying very to do my best..hope la xmgecewakan sgt eventhough aku xpat nk bpe perform...

eh eh..panjang lak kan aku bercerita..mcm la ade org nk bce kan..haha

p/s : i always love people around me :) thanks for having me in your life..#loveyousomuch#

u know what...

u will never b and never was...

Weekend with Mr boyfie :)

1st of all..i would to thank my beloved boyfie..
for coming to see me..thanks sayang !
saya hargai sgt2..sorry xreti nak tunjuk..but i really do..

we had a great weekend together isnt sayang? hee
u have done a lotssss for me yunk..
u came to see me..
teman pergi makan..
tengok movie sama2.
wahhhh! dari 1 je tiket movie yg kita tengok sama2...
which i thought that would b da las 1..
skunk ni da banyak..hehe..
thanks thank thanks !

korang patut tengok cerita ATTACK THE BLOCK ke ape tah..!
i dunno the exactly title of the movie..
tp ade la bunyi2 mcm tu la..
damn scary and yucks !
its about aliens cme to earth n attack a geng that live in a block..
n ade sebab musabab la kenapa alien2 tu serang kan..
wahhh !alien tu sangat hodoh dan ganas !euwwwww~!!!
i screamed a lotsssss !
nasib baik awak xpekak yunk ! hehe..

banyak kan benda yang kita share sama2..
kita g mam McD pagi2 buta sama2..
saya belaja buat coffee tuk awak..
i made a breakfast for u..
i cooked a spaghetti..
cakap pasal spaghetti !
OMG ! OMG ! OMG !
tooooooo spicccccccyyyyyyyy !
but its not my fault...
it was an instant sauce..
nasib baik awak pilih sendiri sayang..
kalau tak serba salah saya :)

haa haa !xlupa gak..thanks tuk lasweek gak..
coz bawak saya n mama jalan2..
and a movie together :)
thanks ! i feel so guilty..
mesti sayang saya penat..
sbab jauh..xpela..lpas ni kita jarang2 jumpa k..

last but not least..
thanks again sayang..
u mean a lot to me..
I LOVE U AZRI :)

ILY sayang !

thanks for being with me...

what a girl wan from a guy :)

actually its not WHAT A GIRL WAN FROM A GUY..its what i wan from a guy..
though i have mine..i knw i cant demand anymore..but i would like to share it ! ehehe...

guy who exhibit confidence

• be confident ! confidence is what girl looking for in a guy ..dont b wimpy !b real !b you..dont apologize for everything..if korang betul..then stand 4 ur right..jgn sbb nk amik ati girl..saying sorry for nothing n its not sincerely cme from ur heart..dont do this! :)

guy with a sense of humor

• "funny"..girl always love a guy who can make her laugh.  If you are dull, you are boring. yelaa...as an example.xkan la if keluar..for the whole time laki tu nk serius je kan..there r certain time u have to be NOT so serious.Take a chance, be real, but be funny.if korg mmg org yg serious..then u have to put an effort to make urself a lil bit "funny".. but dun ever make urself as a joke n dont do stupid joke.. :) try it !

gentleman

• girl wants guy treat her like she is the only 1..make her feel dat way..example like he opens the door for her, he walks on the right side of the street, he helps her shop. If she is cold, offer her your jacket.do something yang leh wat that girl ase "omg!he's soooo sweettttt..!".girl sgt sukakan ini ye ! kadang2 mmg ase cam OVER but its helping to build a good relationship somehow..what can i say here..dun take everthing simple..u need to learn how to b a gentleman..sikit sebanyak kena ada..if x..u r out of the list.. :)

a good listener

• listen to us ! (yes, even to the gripes and details of all the craziness) and not necessarily give advice.  Many girl love to complain about their problems, however, they complain not to receive advice, but merely to sound off.let everthing out sampai rasa '"phuhhh ! lega ! "  I know it's hard to nod and be supportive, coz u prefer watching football games or do something that to you may seem more exciting, believe me girl akan hargai u all when you truly listen to them and acknowledge their needs.they gonna love u more then u expected they will. Get involved and provide active listening feedback.  Be truly interested in what she is saying without worrying about what u're going to say next..jgn nk bagi nasihat mcm kau tu baik sgt la ! sbb kadang2 mjengkelkan..hehe..so better listen n respond to her story secara biasa2 sje..

loyal and faithful

• woman wanna know that u will b faithful..way to that u have to b loyal first.  Don't tell a woman how you cheated on your ex.how proud u were when u playing dirty and toying girls around  It won't make her think you are wise, loyal, or trustworthy.i I'm not saying to lie to her -- just don't go there. Don't cheat on your woman.  She will not think you are a better man for doing this.  Just like you want think you are the only man she's ever loved, well, that's the thing she wants,the key of being faithful is TRUST..so jgn sesekali wat girl hilang kepercayaan ! if that happen then it is the  DEAD END..u r helpless..(bkn psl pompuan je..psl smua bnda..its better to tell the truth then lying)

sensitive man

• ini paling menyakitkan hati bila laki xmampu nak buat..do u know what is really mean of being sensitive?bkn nye like crying..sobbing..sulking..terasa hati la..what so ever ! dont get overboard. It is important to strike a balance.  Be strong, be there, yet share your emotions. Speak up and be real. Let them know you care.  But don't be a sissy.u know b more snstve towards their feelings!aisshhh!how can i make u undrstand this..this is the hardest part to explain actually.Women want to be respected!  A woman wants to be respected for being feminine, being a woman yang kadang manja,mengada,gedik n etc..  Women are quite different from men. take time to understand the differences..

man with a plan and ambition

• Men who know who they are, what they r doing tonight, and what they gonna do with their life.  If you don't have a plan, get one.if wanna have a date,make sure u got the plan like a  "I have a plan (a) and plan (b) "ready at all times, so that no matter what, u know where, when, and how the evening or date could go. In dating, it is extremely important that you have a plan when you ask a woman out. They will judge your sense of confidence by how well you have thought out of the idea where you will take her and what you will have together. think ahead, have a plan, then work that plan. make sure you have an alternative plan,mana la taw tiba2 plan tu cam xkena ngn dia..atleast leh tukar kan..dont do this when girl asking u this kind of ques. "where r we going to go" n u replied " where ever u wanna go.i dun mind" OMG !girl hates this..jgn biar die dcide all the times and everytime u went out.. :)

be generous ~give them a gifts

• sounds like materialistic hah?what ever..girl loves gift..that the fact..sapa yang xsuka hadiah kan?gifts can be categorize in many things..bukan la barangan je..open ur minds..it can b anything.. :) maybe giving a gift once in a while isn't such a bad idea. Just don't go broke trying to impress her!xpayah la nk berhabisan2 sgt !its enough giving a small gifts, especially gifts that show you were listening when she mentioned her favorite candy bar, or when she stopped at that jewelry counter to admire those earrings (but put them back without buying them), or how she commented on how she'd just love that dress in the window of that snazzy clothing store. Well, use your own imagination..they are not asking u to buy it for them..buy they are hoping u understand that they wan it..u have to this sometimes..law x ur gf akan ingt korg cheapskate!kedekut! oh no no..its suck !i can live with cheapskate type of guy..xpela if xde hdiah tp jgn la kedekut..mmg xsuka ! So just trust me and surprise her with a gift every now,korang xkan myesal..xrugi pon..they will do the same things as a return.. :) thats what we call "pelaburan masa hadapan" hehe..

for this time being.. ni je laaa ye..*menguap2 dah* my pillow is calling me..yaa yaa yaa..im on my way..so guys!see ya in the next post..i ll tell u more soon..happy reading dear readers..*ade ke???* bhahaha..thx 4 reading..gudnite n sleepwell..

proud to be a girl :) im loving a guy who loving me