My birthday :)

quite a long time i'm not writing a word inside here..
its not like i dun hve anything or somthing to write about..
cuma lately i dun have the mood to blogging..
i dunno what to write..
even though there r something i can share about..
have u feel this way?s***! right?

ape2pon..lets have a look what happened recently...
ya ya ya!its my birthday!..
happy birthday to myself..
"dieya happy birthday"...!
overall i had a very wonderful birthday..
eventhough there is something missing..
my AYAH... :'( sob sob sob..
aisshhhh!i hve to be strong!i am strong!..
thanks people!for a very memorable birthday.. :)


 

thanks to cha2 n idris 4 this beautiful cupcakes :)

thx to mt besfren FATIN AIMIRA AHMAD 4 da wishes

n this sweet things..i juz loved it!

thx to mama n abg is :)

 that day i also went to see my cousin brother in PULAPOL..see...die BOTAK!..lama jugak kat sne..sampai la aku tpaksa wat syg aku mnunggu..hehe..sory syg..well..i ll hve to..glad u understand..makaseh!..to abg is thanks 4 da pocket money..hehe..

i love both of u as much as i love me!

1st time together..i ll hope nextime would b better :)

to my abg syg..i love u..n thanks 4 da day that u've spent with me :)

ok..sampai sini shja kita ketemu yaa dlm post ni!hehe..nanti kte sharing yg lain plak..
sharing is killing caring *bhahaha*
^-^ love dieya

Current feeling

missing him

Terasa...

Terasa mcm baru smlm cmua tu jd..
terasa spt smlm bru die pergi tinggalkan kami..
terasa rindu teramat2 sgt dgn arwah..
terasa kehilangan makin mendalam..
ya allah..
nape la cepat sngt aku rasa smua ni..
aku redha..
tp aku trsa seaakan2 diri aku msih mmerlukan AYAH...

aku rindu nk dgr die pgl MANJA AYAH..AKAK..ANAK AYAH..
rindu nk cium die..
nk peluk die...
rindu nk sakat2 die..
rindu nk fighting2 ngn die...
ayah..rindunya~!..

aku cuba x buat spt biasa..
tp smlm..trasa sgt kehilangan kasih seorg ayah tu..
saat enda peluk ika n mira..
mcm ayah selalu tunggu aku balik..
sambut aku n tnggu pluk cium aku...
AYAH..rindu nye smua tuh..
saat aku tgk cmua tu...
ati aku tuhan je taw cmne..
air mta terthan2 je..
ape yg mmpu aku kta..
"untung la org ade ayah".. :(
hehe..cdey kan..btul!..untung sgt2 org ade ayah taw..

ermmm...mungkin dsbbakan aku trasa sgt rindu ayah...
aku mimpi arwah semalam..
tp aku xpat nk story2 skunk..
tnggu nex post aku :)
aku kne rush..mama da bsing!..
got to go guys..
have a nice day ahead..muahhhhh~~!!
*hug*

A special day with u :)

its his birthday...sapa?dia laa...
si gemuk saya.. :)
happy birthday sayang..
semoga pnjg umur n dimurahkan rzeki..

tadaaa..bufday boy :) gemuk!

i love u so much!...
muahhhhhhhhh!

tuk birthday die xde ape sgt la yg aku wat..
i juz baked him a cake..
hehe..first time wat taw..
korang paham2 la rupa die cmne kan..
tp aku wat dgn ramuan yg cgt besh la!..
nk tengok x rupa kek tu cmne...hehe..suprise!
jgn tkejut taw...xdela truk sgt kot upe die..
even die mkn xmnyak tp atleast die mam la kn..

kekcoklathati :)

 nk resipi x?hehe.. 
3 cawan rsa sayang
3 cawan keikhlasan
3 bijik kerinduan..
salutkan dengan ase cinta
hehehe..tadaaa...siap!hehe...
yunk,sorry xpat wat yg besh2 tuk bufday awk k?..
but we really had a good time together kan?...
thanks 4 the day :)
4 da movie..
4 da dinner..
4 da time dat u spent 4 me..
makaseh yunk!conok cgt2..hehe...
so..kite ade create a new memory kn yunk? 
i nver been there b4..
so sy da g ngn awak~~~lalaa.. 
nanti kite create a lots of new memory ya syg?..
i lebiu darl!

kita :)

Sayang...
sorry  if cmua xspt yg awk nk..tp ni je yg sy boleh wat tuk awk..
kad..kek..n adiah yg mgkin xkne ngn awk tu..hehe..
xpe..xkesah la if awk xpki jnji awk smpn..
sy slalu suh n bg awk menda awk xsuke eh?
peng2 laa...bnda smua nk girl2 je..hehe..
tp xsalah kot yunk..if awk ase awk syg sy..
awk msti pki je..dulik pe org nk kap ape kn..hehe.. :P
sy harap jodoh kite pnjg awk..
tntg hasrat hati awk tu..
insyaallah sy akn tunaikan satu hari nanti..
everything take time..
ksabaran sntiasa mbwa kebaikan.. :)

p/s : i love u so much..

Selamat Hari Mama..

first of all..
happy mother's day to all mom in da world..

dear mama..
thanks 4 being a greatest mother among da greatest..
im glad to be born as ur daughter..
syg yg xpernah kurg dr kcik smpi la bsar..
even nakal laa..xdengar ckp la..suke mlwan laa..
tp mama ttp sayang..thanks mama!..

terima kasih sbb melahirkan akak kt dunia nih..
jaga dgn pnuh kasih syg..
bg makan smpi gemuk..
thanks mom!...
one day akak akn ase gak pe mama ase..
insyaallah..then bru akak akn paham kn?
hehe..i love u so much mama!..
i rarely say this to u..
but i always love u mama..
always..thanks 4 ur love..

paling..pling..pling akak nk btrima kasih ngn mama...
terima kasih sbb jaga ayah dgn baiknya smpai dia mninggal..
thanks mama..terima kasih sbb tabah jaga ayah..hilang ayah..
mama la wanita yg tabah akak pernah jumpa mama..
believe me..ayah love u so much!..
selamat hari ibu mama..*hug*
muaaaaaaaaahhhhh! ILYSM!...

DEDICATED TO MY BELOVED MOTHER PUAN HAMISAH BT HUSSAIN..

love u mama!

chupp2..xlupa gak Selamat hari ibu kat :

• ibu azri hamdan :)
• beloved aunties
• puan siti najdah bt mohd noor
• mother2 besfrens sy :)

1. mak aisyah
2. mak wanie
3. mak fatin
4. mak fatin atiqah
5. mak reha
6. mak idris
7. ibu khairool aliff 

• ibu2 housemates ku...

1. mama musliha 
2. mak farahin
3. ibu adibah hanis
4. mak famiza misnan
5. mak siti hajar

• mama nurshafika@cha2..
• mama,mak,ibu,umi,n mummy dak2 claz DAT6D n DKA6C..
• all my sisters yang da jadi mama tu..hehe
• semua wanita yang bgelar ibu..

kehilangan...

assalamualaikum...
da lama sgt xbukak blog nih..hope smua ok2 je..
entry aku kali nih 'KEHILANGAN'...
macam2 boleh hlg..n aku xsuka sgt hilang bnda!...
setiap kali aku hlng bnd msti aku ase...geram..marah..sdey...
i wan that things back!..pedihnya ati law hlg barang yg kite syg kan?
mama selalu kap.. "xpe..bnda dah nk hilang..nanti beli lain.."
aah!mom always right...pas kite pat baru mesti kite xkan ingat dah barang yang kite hlg tu.. :)

aku xpenah rase smua ni..sampai la tiba 27/4/2011...
aku hilang something yg aku xkan penah pat bli balik..
aku wat ape pon aku xpat kembalikan die..
AYAH...
mungkin ade yg penah ase prasaan ni...
tp tsangat la sedih saat mlihat tubuh org yang kita syg kaku tkujur di hadapan kita..
susah nya aku nk trima...aku jerit...
"ayah xmati kan maa..ayah bnafas lg kan..die janji nk g makan kfc dgn kakak maa"..
aku xpernah bayangkan aku akan alami cmua ni dlm sekelip mata...
mnitik2 air mata aku myakinkan ayah aku msih lg bnafas...
walaupun aku tgk seluruh tubuh da sejuk..
aku msih simpan hrpn yg arwah msh bnywa..
sehingga laa.."makcik,kmi da cuuba sdaya upaya"...
saat tu...ati aku ase mcm kne hempap...saket!smpai aku ase mcm xmampu nk mnangis..
aku tengok mama sgt tabah lalui cmua ni..

airmata aku mnitik kembali saat aku tgk mama cium jenazah ayah n tahn menangis...
mama,xthan nya ati akak tgk mama mcm tu..
aku xboleh ngis!tuk mama..aku kne jd kekuatan mama..
bila smua ni jd..baru lah aku rse..
if aku boleh ulang mse balik..
aku akn peluk ayah spuas2nya...
tp skrg??plukan n ciuman aku da x bbalas..
sepnjg urusan pgebumiaan aku kuatkan semangat..
aku tgk adik n mama..ngis..aku xmampu nk mngis..
aku kuat...aku ank ayah..manja ayah..kn ayah?...

kehilangan ni lah yg plg aku redha even yang hlg tu bkn brg..
tp orang yg bmakna dlm idup aku...
aku harap arwah ayah di tempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg dicintaiNYA...
amin...
ape yg aku terkilan..bnyak ikutkan...
tp ape yg aku tkilan sgt2..
aku xsempat nk kap.."ayah,maafkan akak.."..
apepun aku ykin ayah maafkan aku..
saat trakhir kali sblm die mninggal..
die usap pala n wajah aku..
;') ayah...manja syg ayah...tenang la ayah kat sane..
manja jg mama..mama janji manja akn bg mama hidup senang mcm ayah jg mama n kami dulu :)
i love u ayah...

ayah...rindu...

AL FATIHAH...
MOHD NASIR BIN HAMZAH :)

9 deadly words used by a girl

• FINE

this is the word woman use to end up an argument when they are right and you have to shut your mouth up

• FIVE MINUTES

if she is getting dressed,this means a half an hour.five minutes is only a five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

• NOTHING

this is the calm before the storm.this means something ,you should be on your toes.argument that begin with nothing usually end up in fine.

• GO AHEAD (SUKA HATI LA)

this is a dare,not a permission.so DONT DO IT!..

• LOUD SIGH ~ HUHH!

this is actually a word,but is a non-verbal statement that often misunderstood by man.A loud sigh means she think you are an idiot,useless and wonders why she is wasting her time standing in front of you arguing about nothing.

• THAT'S OKAY

this is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man .that's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you are going to pay for your mistakes.

• THANKS

a woman thanking you.do not question or faint.just says your welcome..BUT if she says THANKS A LOT! that is a pure sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all,do not say you're welcome..this will bring on 'whatever'.

• WHATEVER

is a woman way of saying bad words  like GO TO HELL.

• DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT,I GOT IT

another dangerous statement,meaning that is something that woman has told men to do several times but now she's doing by herself.this will later result in a man asking "what is wrong"  and woman's response is NOTHING.